Nebula - Now With Swords!

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Personal Info:
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Name: Dawn Asteria
Nickname: Nebula
Age: 32
Gender: Demigirl
Sexuality: Homoromantic Gray-ace
Species: Human
Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
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Appearance:
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Height: 5’11
Skin/Fur/Scales, Etc.: Fair skin
Eyes: Ultramarine
Hair: She has long, deep black hair the fades into red at the tips. It’s shaven on the left side, and falls down to her thighs. She normally wears this in a simple high ponytail.
Looks: Nebula wears a customized dark leather jacket, with a low neckline and shorter sleeves. The sides are a dark crimson, and the jacket has a deep magenta trim. On the left side of her chest is an Omega symbol. She also has a dark brown leather ammunition belt, similar in colour to her hair, slung around her waist.

Underneath her jacket, she wears a crimson chest plate, and a dark grey bodysuit. The bodysuit has a similar coloured trim as the jacket.

Nebula wears a single gauntlet and pauldron, both the same red as the chest plate. The gauntlet curves around her right arm, ending half way past her top arm on the front, and slightly below her elbow at the back of her arm. The pauldron is situated at her left shoulder.

Atop her head is her headgear, which also doubles as a mask and helmet. Covering her eyes are two, blood red lenses, fitted with infrared tracking and night vision technology. Above that are two, symmetrically placed strips of dark magenta metal, making the mask similar to a great horned owl. Between and a little underneath the eyes is a hawk-shaped beak, the same magenta as the horns.
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Specialties
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Strengths/skills: Nebula is far better at close ranged combat, wielding a sword and shield as opposed to a gun or a bow. Although she knows how to wield a gun, she doesn’t actually own one herself, always favouring blades above any weapon.

Nebula is stealthy, and considering her ‘pastimes’, she has to be. Her suit helps her blend into darkness, and the soft red glow her headgear gives off is almost indistinguishable from the shadows.

She is also a seamless liar and extremely good at deceit. She knows how to get information of out people just by talking, knows how to sell fake information to others, and is also a great con-artist.
Weaknesses/Flaws: Because of her weapon preference, she can be very vulnerable to long-ranged opponents, such a snipers, even a simple gun wielder. Her shield may make up for some of these attacks, although it is quite small compared to her, and can only protect so much of her.

She has an extremely unstable mind, due to invasive thoughts from past lives. She could be ‘enjoying’ a peaceful day, when her mind goes blank and starts repeating, “I need to kill.” These thoughts start to worsen, until someone tries to help (and usually ends up failing) or when she completes ‘her objective’. It’s something she can’t control and something that can only be alleviated over time.

Nebula cannot feel any emotions. This is normally a good thing, especially for a murderer. But when she says ’I cannot feel emotions’, it isn’t that she doesn’t understand them. It literally means that she has been numbed to feelings. She doesn’t recognize when she feels an emotion; she doesn’t understand why people feel emotions and she can’t recognize when other people feel negative. She doesn't know when she goes too far, she doesn't know when she upsets the people she'd learnt to care about.
One of the only emotions she can in fact feel is fear. They were careful to keep that emotion intact. It’s how they control her.

She’s emotionally broken. Dead.
Special Abilities: She can activate a cloaking mechanism that lasts up to two minutes at maximum. Although it doesn't make her physically disappear, it can hide the electromagnetic waves that her tools and equipment give off, making herself impossible to find, by computers and technology anyway. It has an hour cooldown, meaning she only uses it in dire situations.

Her goggles have infrared tracking technology, which allows her to see targets and life forms, even through walls. This, however, only shows vague outlines and cannot be filtered to track only one person at a time. They are also fitted with night vision, making it easier for her to see in darkness.
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Personality:
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Personality: Nebula is quite distant and aloof, and usually won’t socialise unless she has to. She’s usually very prideful of herself and acts confident in her abilities. She can be quite intimidating at times, especially with her untrusting glare, and tall, towering stance.

The assassin is a natural leader, and is extremely commanding, even in casual situations. She is spontaneous and adapts quickly to new situations, formulating every single scenario where things go wrong, so she can avoid them at every cost. This pessimistic outlook on life, though depressing, keeps her alive, helps her survive.

Nebula has a sadistic nature, finding joy in seeing others suffer, being tortured, and dying. She laughs in the face of Death, giggles at the sight of someone suffering in her name. She draws this bloodlust out, taking as much amusement and entertainment out of it as she can, as killing is one of the few things that makes her emotions go wild.

Dawn was different. Dawn was kind, caring and compassionate. She could see the good in anything and everything. An optimist. Dawn was the kind of person who would do anything in her power to help somebody in need. She stood for equality and for justice.

But Dawn is gone now. Replaced by the emotionless void of Nebula.
Likes/Hobbies: Nebula likes very few things, including killing. It makes her feel alive. She likes being left alone, preferring the empty silence to bustling crowds. She likes to tease and torment people, as well as make them suffer. She also likes feeling control.
Dislikes: Nebula also dislikes a lot of things. She dislikes distractions, especially on a mission. She dislikes annoyance, who distracts her from her objectives. She dislikes being ordered around by inferiors, she dislikes excessive talking and she especially dislikes failing a mission or objective.
Fears: Nebula is scared of learning about what she really was. Who she really is. She knows that she wasn’t always a murderer, but she knows that if she learns of her past life, she’ll do anything to achieve that again. Which leads to another fear.

She is terrified of being reconditioned again. It's inevitable that she would if she learnt who Dawn was. She doesn’t remember much of her time being brainwashed, but she knows that the nightmares were horrible. That they treated her horrifically. That it ended with the death of the person she loved the most. She doesn’t want that to happen again. Anything but that.
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Family:
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Parents: Unknown
Mate: Widowed
Offspring: N/A
Relative: N/A
Brothers/sisters: N/A
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History:

Death T/W~:

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RP paragraph: yo im tired do I have to

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