Lexia gave a slight smile, relaxing a little when she caught the glimpse of a genuine smile from Cedric. That smile would be better if it were on the ground. Beneath some concrete. Hmm. It'd be very pretty. White doesn't suit him. Red is better~! The voice sang all too happily, which made Lexia grimace slightly. However, when he began to talk, Lexia allowed the kind and gentle words soothe the uneasiness in her, trying to wash away the voice's imprint on her mind.
She listened eagerly, her mind storing the information as she listened. For a few moments, she was somewhat glad that she came from where she did. At least in these sorts of towns, unless you had money, no one would really listen to you. But where he came from, if a commanding officer had so much power... If one single disobeying of an order could get you hurt... Lexia shuddered. She wouldn't be able to last in a place like that. Not for long at least.
However, as Cedric began to speak, the lights around them flickered. At his words, they would either dim or brighten to somewhat match the intensity of his words. Lexia frowned a little, her gaze turning skyward. In time to witness one of the lights near them burst, the glass showering down onto the cement below. A few more popping sounds were heard, all from lights around them as the glass shattered. She assumed that Cedric had caused the glass to explode, so she tried to keep his attention on him. Lexia would suggest leaving soon, to avoid having to pay the bill for the broken lamps.
His final words cut Lexia like a whip, and she visibly flinched as if she had been struck. And it was a hard strike. "Sometimes, a self exile is the best thing you can do. Especially when your father is murdered in a house fire along with your pets. And your mother vanishes into the night, never to be seen again. However, to make matters even more interesting, the reason for the exile is simple. The guards which were stationed to protect you hid the truth from you. Hell, they protected the people who gave them money to kill my parents.
Sometimes people don't have friends which they can rely on. Sometimes people don't have anyone, not even friends. And sometimes, they simply can't make them due to being downright ugly." Lexia sighed, casting her gaze to her hands. "It might seem ridiculous to you, but when you are alone, nothing seems to matter. Things are shoved to the side out in the wilderness, but... If I had never gone into an exile in the first place, I wouldn't have met anyone really. Not even Sly... He probably would have died." Lexia said quietly, not knowing if she was making any sense at all. Her fingers brushed along the surface of the stones hidden by her glove.
"But since returning from my exile, Sly has been there to help me. However, this voice... Tends to make me reconsider what we did, as l simply am finding myself driven insane by its comments. It ENJOYS being sadistic." Lexia rambled, her finger unintentionally beginning to pry off one of the blood stones from her bracelet. She caught herself in time, before she removed it completely, and withdrew her hand shakily.
Dammit, I thought that I had you that time~ Oh well, there's always another day that I can get you while you aren't paying attention...