by Aero Dynamic Sun Dec 06, 2015 11:31 am
I looked down as Lead left without saying anything. For some reason, I felt as if I knew that was going to happen. Looking up and watching this made me think of some horribly reacted love scene. No, that's not what it was. But watching them, the forever crying dragon next to the gigantic furry one, it just seemed... Real. I wanted to step in, do something other than stand around and do nothing, but I felt like that would just crush the mood into smithereens, or I'd just get ignored again. Sometimes I just hated how I couldn't keep a frown off my face.
They looked in their own little world now, she whispered something to him that I couldn't hear. I gave a sigh, looking down throughout the forest and watching as the fog slowly washed away. Maybe he'd just forget I was ever here. I started to pad away, hoping I was quiet enough not to disrupt them. I wasn't hungry, even after the time it took to find it, kill it, then continue to fly around with it I just left the caribou there. Maybe they would feast on it later.
I continued to walk, avoiding trees without even noticing it. I liked the gentle fog, covering everything into what seemed to be nothingness. I could hear squirrels as they climbed up trees, birds as the flew around, and even the occasion bunny as it hopped around. I ignored it all. Padding past what seemed like a lifetime of forest it finally stopped, overlooking a small spot where few trees dared to grow over the setting sun. I laughed, sounding more like a snort, and walked out.
Sitting down near the edge I wrapped my tail around my legs. To any normal creature I was a beast in my size, fearless predator that if you saw me, you hope I didn't see you back. To me, I didn't feel like that. Out of all the dragons I knew I was the smallest of them all. I'd look weak if the predator caught eye of one of them. I gently watched the sun, feeling as the temperature ever so slowly dropped. Maybe I was jealous, maybe I was annoyed, or maybe I was just mad. But at what. I drew in a long breath, and let out a long sigh. Maybe now, instead of three it was back down to two again. Combined together to form one whole. Maybe I was overthinking? What if they were just brother and sister? The thing is, they weren't.
I felt selfish, like I didn't care enough about them and more about me. Like, I sighed. I couldn't think straight right now. A billion questions were hitting me like bullets, a million outcomes of this event. If it didn't happen today, it would've happened later. But I didn't even know what it is. I could only see the outside of them, not what was going through their minds, what was being thought or remembered. That brought me back to selfish.
Maybe, I just didn't want to be alone anymore. But, why would what I want have any impact on this world? I was just a small piece of the puzzle, like the one you realize is from another set. But it never gets put back, just sits there waiting for the next person to have the one that doesn't fit. Selfish. Thinking about myself, wishing that my life could be better. Not caring about the rest. Was that really what I was? I laid down, letting my paws hand off the cliff. I needed to stop thinking for a while, just to watch as the sun set over the horizon. Just think about nothing. But the thing is, you always think about something.